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One of the things that happens when I stop drinking is that I become so much more creative - I have more ideas and greater will to just make stuff. When I stopped drinking before, the creative energy kicked in within a couple of months. It was really noticeable. It's one of the delusions that goes with drinking. You think that everything is more enjoyable when you drink and drinking empowers you to be more productive and more creative, and that's a lie.

This time though, because I was under the shadow of Valium withdrawal, it took a while for my creative energy to kick in. It was a matter of years rather than a matter of months like before. The good thing is that it's permanent.