Tuesday, September 5, 2023

bendz

It always seems like the end. I still go back into my refuge of fear and pain all the time. I still want it to be easier. I want that so that I won't have to fight, but I will not get that. It's not going to get easier, not in the way that I want. It's going to get easier because I am going to change, and as long as life is still challenging that means I have more changing to do. 

As much as it is the end now, at the same time, it is the beginning. I just focus on the ending because that's what I know, but the ending is the ending of my old life and the beginning is the beginning of my new life. 

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