lost without you

There's a certain ease that can come even when you're running a figurative marathon. There are things that are stable and constant. 

There are things I enjoy now that I never enjoyed before...like fruit. Eating fruit always seemed like a chore. Yeah, it's good for you but it can never be as satisfying as cake or chocolate. It's nothing personal. It's just the reality. But now I feel different. 

Actually, my whole relationship to food has changed. I've never eaten well and that was related to my mental health. Now I don't experience that feeling of wanting and needing to eat but not being able to.