I'm more durable than I think I am. There have been a few times in my life when I feared that I was broken beyond repair, but as it turned out, I wasn't. In the last couple of years, as I've been going through the rigors of benzo withdrawal (if that's what it is) I quite often feel like I'm at breaking point or like I'm permanently broken. Often at night, when I'm between asleep and awake, I will have that awareness. When I went through the really bad period of depression between 2010 and 2014, I often felt like that as well.
The good thing is that it's not true. There's something in me that doesn't break.
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