Monday, November 20, 2023

liminality

We call them windows and waves, windows being times of relief and waves being times of the onslaught of symptoms, but windows are actually like waves. 

Waves are strangely persistent. For example, I haven't slept well and woken up refreshed for a couple of years, and it seems to be getting worse, when really, if I'm recovering, that should be improving. 

Then at the same time, there are measures of recovery that just seem to come out of the blue, like when you're in the surf and you get hit by a wave. 

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